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LUSTER

by Lotus Eater

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1.
Waiting Room 01:00
2.
A son of a gun Born and raised to misbehave Never you mind though I never went that way Everything I learned I want to forget Speaking your mind is the original sin Death and all her friends Keep me up late into the night Making me doubt almost everything that I decide Left alone for too long I think it’s about time Certain curtains were never meant to be opened in my life [.....] What is this? In the last days of light When all returns to night The wolf in your bed Will be you instead In the last days of light When all returns to night The wolf in your head Will no longer be dead Child of the wild Born and raised to be forgotten I don’t mind thought I never wanted to stay Everything I know now has made me mine Certain Curtains were meant to be opened in my life
3.
Bad blood turned brothers into rivals Friends lost by past and future lovers Dirty looks made from misconceptions Lives broken by old traditions We should have seen it all coming We should have learned from these History Lessons And I know if it wasn’t for these History Lessons I would be nothing short of a question And I know if it wasn’t for these History Lessons I would be in your arms just like you always wanted How long must I wait To let go to let be to learn from others and them from me To live and forgive the things I have done and I haven’t done yet. Same game that cheaters only win at Mixed up with no way out except lying Old tricks that honest folks fall for Down and out as if it’s already over
4.
Two sided mirror what do you see Two sided mirror is that really me Two sided mirror will I ever get to see What’s it is you’re hiding on the other side of me We were getting high in the parking lot After class crammed into the back of your truck Laughing and singing along Wondering where we would be Seven years is a long time for me Forgetting everything is easier than I thought Two sided mirror what do you see Two sided mirror am I seeing me Two sided mirror will I ever get to see What’s it is you’re hiding on the other side of me We were just talking not so long ago Over weeks, damn these things feel so real Living in a dream wouldn’t you know Wondering what it could be Seven years and I haven’t even seen me Forgetting everything is easier than I thought Under this setting sun Sucking the smoke into our lungs So tell me what are you thinking Under this secret sun Sucking the smoke into our burning lungs So tell me what are you thinking
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6.
Blame 03:22
You can blame it all You can blame it all on me Just sitting here hearing my words disappear Finding what works ain't hard I'd rather just let it be Sipping melted sundaes Being just the right kind of lazy It might be harsh like your first smoke But truth be told it’s getting old With each day it get’s a little better Knowing this isn’t forever You can blame it all You can blame it all on me Just sitting here hearing my words disappear As the sun bakes my brain You appear from time and time again Like a bitch in heat I can’t seem to let you ventilate You can call me what like We can argue all through the night Like sand in a hourglass All I ever wanted to do is fall like the rest
7.
Love is a Hologram When you don’t understand You can look right through That’s when you’ll see When your light is true And you won’t need to find someone new Because everything exists within you Love is a Hologram
8.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT IM DOING MOST OF THE TIME I JUST PHONE IT IN IT’S BEEN GOING SO WELL/I THINK I MIGHT EVEN BE DEAD JUST WALKING AROUND MAKING THESE SOUNDS AND NODDING MY HEAD I FEEL LIKE NO ONE WILL NOTICE AS LONG AS I PRETEND I LOST TRACK OF TIME TRYING TO GET OLDER TRYING TO GET SOME PIECE OF MIND BUT NOW I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I SAID WE ARE DOOMED TO REPEAT THESE SIMPLE FATES EVEN IF IT’S ALRIGHT AND NOT ALREADY TOO LATE IT’S NO SECRET THAT NOTHING STAYS WE ARE JUST PASSING THROUGH UNTIL THE END OF DAYS I LOST TRACK OF TIME TRYING TO GET OLDER TRYING TO GET SOME PIECE OF MIND BUT NOW I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I SAID IT’S NOT ABOUT ME, AND IT’S NOT ABOUT YOU ITS HOW YOU FEEL WHEN YOU'RE JUST YOU IT’S NOT WHAT YOU SAY AND NOT WHAT YOU DO IT’S LEARNING HOW TO LAUGH ITS ABOUT LETTING GO GIVING TIME LONG ENOUGH FOR THE HUMOR TO WASH OVER YOU AS FAR AS I KNOW IM DOING JUST FINE AND THAT’S GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME TONIGHT EVEN IF I CANT SLEEP AT LEAST I CAN STILL DREAM LIFE’S NOT A BOAT IT A FIGHT TO SWIM UPSTREAM
9.
Live it Up 04:20
HOT IN THE HEAT OF MY WICKEDNESS PALE BLUE SKY GIVES ME NO REST MY SOFT HEART IS STILL BEATING EACH BREATH I TAKE PROVES ME BEST THE FLESH THINKS IT KNOWS BEST BUT IT DON'T MY SOFT HEART IS STILL BEATING I’VE BEEN DECEIVING SO LONG I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE MYSELF SOMEWHERE I’LL BE, IN THE DARK, WAITING ON A LIGHT NOT HERE BUT CLOSE ENOUGH IN A PICKUP TRUCK DRIVING AROUND ON A NIGHT LIKE THIS ONE THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING NOWADAYS IS THE THOUGHT OF YOU MY MIND MELTED WHEN I FIRST TOUCH YOUR LIPS I REMEMBER YOU TOLD ME YOU CAN'T KISS YOURSELF THAT YOU WOULD NEED SOME HELP WELL DARLING HERE I AM ALL I HAVE IS YOURS SO PLEASE LISTEN GOOD AND LISTEN WELL ENJOY EVERY SECOND WHILE YOU CAN BECAUSE IT MAY NOT HAPPEN AGAIN LIVE IT UP LIVE IT UP LIVE IT UP
10.
I SHOULD HAVE FOUND LOVE ALL I GOT WAS SOMETHING ELSE...

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Recorded in the summer of 2017 in the heat of political and social injustice this album represents the duality of the times. The unrest felt in the current age of media and nonstop news. All taken into the minds of three desert folks. Thank you for your time and we hope you enjoy!

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released September 1, 2017

Lotus Eater is:
John Schroeder
Zach Brumett
JR Kurtz

Lyrics: John Schroeder
Mixing and Mastering: JR Kurtz

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